DILEMMA by Sen Keli

It’s no use anymore,
Holding them back; will just let the tears flow,
Coz imma feel relief for sure,
Even for a minute or more,
Coz the pain is too much to hold.

I stare into space,
As if in a haze,
Feeling trapped in a maze,
Trying to figure out some ways,
I could untangle myself from this web.

Ooh shit; what a mess,
I got me into; what a shame,
And I thought I’d got it all under control,
Like a fireman handling a hose,
Buh sadly I was completely off.

I’m so deep, like sinking in quicksand,
No matter how hard I try,
I can’t lift myself up,
All I hope now, is for a magician to wave his wand,
N I’ll go back to the tearless times,
Feeling less times, heartless times.
By
 Sen Keli